Organising My Wardrobe

I decided to Organise and Colour Coordinate my wardrobe today. Some people might be looking at my wardrobe and think its very small, and yeah, it is pretty small but there is also three other parts to it. But i only did the hanging section. Other people might be thinking there's quite a lot of clothes in there. And yes, that was what my overall thought was when i had finished. Somehow it was harder to fit all the clothes in colour coordinated then when they were just all messed up and placed where ever.  So that was weird?! 

I knew i had a lot of clothes but i obviously didn't realise how much i actually had (yes i did say that there are three other parts full of clothes.... *Shocked Emoticon Face*). Believe it or not i actually got rid of quite a few things as well, which I'm not really believing at this point as i can't seem to understand how i fit them in. Oh well they were there, and now their not. 

I was feeling like i needed to organise something (idk why because i never feel like this.... it was strange) so i decided i wanted to chuck some stuff out and then colour coordinate. 

*From Top left to right* 

Beige/Neutrals --> Greens --> Red/Plaid --> Pink/Baby Pink --> Yellow --> Orange --> Blue

*From Bottom left to right* 

White/Cream --> Grey--> Black &White/ Black & Cream --> Black 

I did feel quite accomplished. Although i was pissed off with myself for not taking a before photo (sorry). 

It might not look that great to you, because you didn't see it before hand, but I'm feeling super pumped and excited about. 

But lets see how long it lasts. 

P.s I desperately want a giant walk in wardrobe... :(

All the Love 

Bee xx

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My Go-To Hair Care Products

These are all the amazing hair care products i use. I highly recommend all of them to keep your hair from being in a damaged condition. 

I buy the Goldwell Dualsenses Treatment for Blondes and Highlights from my hair salon. This stuff is honestly magic. I don't really need to use this anymore as it was for when i had long hair with the Blonde Balayage. It made the bleached damaged hair completely brand new again. It made the ends of my hair so soft and smooth and healthy, it was incredible. It also gave the rest of my hair and smooth healthy shine to it which was so good for the look of my hair. 

My Shampoo and Conditioner, are the Herbal Essences Colour Me Happy (with moroccan rose and passion fruit extracts... mmmm yummy). Again this was a product i initially had for my blonde hair to keep it healthy. But i just can't seem to part from this now i no longer have blonde hair, its just so good and smells amazing.  It kept the colour in my hair alive and vibrant and stopped it from fading. 

This i use after I've washed my hair, every time. When i get out of the shower and I've had my hair in wrapped up in my towel for 5 mins i spray this through it and then brush my hair. It completely gets rid of any knots there was from washing/wrapping in towel. The brush just glides right through my hair. It gets rid of knots and is a restoring leave in conditioning spray. It strengthens and repairs, conditions and detangles. Why would you not want this? 

This TRESemmé Heat Tamer Protective Spray for me is an absolute must have in my hair care collection. If you are the type of person who doesn't look after your hair (or as much as you should) and you curl, or straighten all the time then you are seriously damaging your hair. This Spray can prevent the damage caused by heat damage. Just spritz a little bit of this through your hair, brush through and let dry, then curl or straighten. You must let it dry or if you use the heating device straight on it while its wet then it fizzles and burns your hair quicker. 

This is a one i recommend you buy with the L'Oreal Paris conditioning spray. It like its sister. This Elvive  total Repair Restoring Night Elixir i use before i go to bed every night, with dry hair. You put a little dollop on your hand and then run your fingers through your hair focusing on the ends. This is also a leave in Elixir it does its work while you are sleeping. It coats your individual hairs and puts almost like a protective wall around them to stop damage. 

This V05 Texturising Spray, is great. If you are like me and your hair doesn't have volume and is flat unless you blow-dry your hair upside down (yes thats a thing) then this spray is great for you too.  You spray this around the roots of your hair, and give your hair a bit of a tease at the scalp so to say, and it gives your hair the volume you've been missing. 

This is another heat protecting product, however it is a cream not a spray. I feel like you can never use too much when it comes to heat protectant. (Yes I'm speaking from a personal experience, i did burn the ends of my hair and they snapped off). The V05 Smoothing Creme  smoothes frizz and protects for long-lasting sleek, frizz-free styles. Perfect!! 

Hope you like this and maybe add some of these products to your hair collection, or convince you to start making a collection. 

All the Love 

Bee xx

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Missing: Motivation

*I was and still kind of am hesitant to post this

REAL TALK 

The last couple of weeks i have had absolutely no motivation do to anything, and its really starting to depress me and worry me. It's a cruel cycle.

I'm not the only one who has started noticing a difference in my personality, my moods, and my desire or enthusiasm to do anything, my mum is also starting to get concerned. I don't want her to have to worry about me like that. I want to be a happy, healthy, fun teenager, i just don't know how to get there. 

Now, I'm not very good at telling people how i feel, or what's going on in my life, I'm a very shy and quiet person when it comes to meeting new people or sharing my personal problems. ( If my friends are reading this they are probably thinking: what are you talking about Bee?, you are the most open and crazy person we know.) And yeah i am open and crazy around my closest friends, but i don't really tell them the personal personal stuff because i don't know how too. I only really tell them the superficial stuff like; clothes, music, concerts and bands i love, but not the real stuff.  In fact i don't tell people, not even my mum, whats wrong because i don't know whats wrong with me. So i guess thats why I'm ranting to you all, whether you read it or not, i feel like I'm getting something (i don't know what) off my chest. 

I work 3 afternoons a week and i feel like in my mind, I've somehow told my self i can't really or don't want to do anything else during the week. Yet i want to go out and do fun things and see places, but i just can't be bothered. 

Im not going to lie i have put on a bit of weight and i want to loose it more than anything but i just don't have enough motivation. And i don't know what it's going to take to get me motivated. 

I know for a fact that i shouldn't be feeling like this, because if i look at my life; i've actually got it pretty sweet. 

1. I'm healthy

2. I have a loving Family

3. I have a beautiful warm comfortable home

4. I have a couple of incredible friends

5. I have a blog, that i love 

6. I have a part time job

7. I got accepted into a University for second semester (i deferred until next year but i still got accepted)

8. I have been and get to travel to amazing places all over the world

When i look at that i think, i should be so happy. So why am i not? 

I think i have come up with two reasons why I'm feeling like this... 

Numbers 6 and 7don't sit right with me.  #6 - I wanted a job within Fashion retail, and that turned out harder than i thought it would be, so I'm nannying. Which is okay, because I'm making money, but it's not really what i want to be doing.

#7 - I am not at all a school person. Never was, and don't think i ever will be. It just wasn't for me. So i had it set in my mind that i didn't want to go to University, i just wanted to have a Gap Year and get a job and work from there. ( Not the best plan, i know)  and now that I've got a place in a Uni, i feel good, but i still don't think i want to do it. If you didn't know, i am obsessed with music, like it literally rules my life, and i love that. Music IS my life. And i don't tell a lot of people this, but i sing, and I've always wanted to be a singer, but i have always been to scared, shy and not confident enough. Which really bugs me, because that is my dream and i want to be able to follow it and not care what people think, but that's just not who i am, no matter how badly i want to be. So thats the direction I've always seen my life going in, ever since i was 13. I have always pictured my self travelling all around the world performing in arenas to thousands of people (Ironic huh, as I'm shy? but i want to perform in front of thousands?) with everyone singing my own music back to me. Just thinking about it gives me goose bumps. I just have know idea how to go about it. If not singing then definitely something in the music industry or fashion amongst the music industry, if that makes sense?

So i feel like my mind is being stubborn and will not be okay with me doing anything else, but singing or music/fashion something. Maybe this is way i am in this motivational slump, because i subconsciously know that these things are not the things i want to be doing with my life. And with the music industry i feel like i am running out of time. 

Sh**t this just got so deep. Apologies.
So maybe i just solved my own dilemma? Thats why i sometimes like to write about this kind of stuff. 

But i still don't know what to do. 

If any of you are going through a similar feeling or have been before, please tell me in the comments how you managed to get out of this mind set? 

All the Love 

Bee xx

P.s Sorry about the lack of posts lately. 

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Queenstown Travel Diary; Day 4

This is my favourite view

 White Ducky 

The other end of Lake Wakatipu / This is also my favourite photo front the whole weekend.

Looking out at Lake Wakatipu from the Gardens

In Queenstown Gardens 

Leaving Queenstown 

I love looking out at the clouds

Flying back into Sydney

I had an absolutely amazing weekend in Queenstown. Every time i go there is a completely different experience, i will never get bored of going there, its so much fun. 

Im also working on a video of the weekend, but not sure when that will be up. 

All the Love 

Bee xx

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Queenstown Travel Diary; Day 3

Looking down Lake Wakapitu

Posing in front of Lake Wakatipu

Watching the Bungy Jumpers at Kawarau Bridge 

Magical Snow!

Jumping For Joy!

I freaking LOVE snow!

A delicious glass of Dry Resiling at Amisfield Winery 

Finishing the night of with an amazing pure hot chocolate from Ferg Gelato. 

All the Love 

Bee xx

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Queenstown Travel Diary; Day 2

Lake Wakatipu and beautiful Snowy Mountains

My Delicious Breakfast of Bircher Muesli with grated apple, toasted hazelnuts, yoghurt, dates and raspberry puree at Vudu Cafe. Whipped coconut yoghurt is so yummy!

Shot Over River 

Posing before going on the incredibly fun Jet Boat ride on the Shot Over

All rugged up for the jet boat ride 

Hello there  

Glancing out at this magical view.

Wooo Queen of the World!!! 

Arrow Junction Lookout 

Me and Arrow Junction lookout

Love making these panoramas 

Celfié

Arrowtown

The main Street in Arrowtown

Eating a Huge Ferg Burger (Best burger you will ever eat) 

View from the top of the Gondola, Bob's Peak

So stunning. View from the top of Bob's Peak. 

Looking down at the Gondolas

Gondola and the Luge track (the luge is so fun!)

Lake Wakatipu

Can't make myself understand the incredible structure and look of these incredible mountains. 

Myself at the top of the Gondola at Bob's Peak

Saturday was a busy day. 

All the Love 

Bee xx

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